halloween

I had to work this Halloween but it was so much fun we were supposed to dress up so I was a tiger with ears, a bowtie and a tail. Most of them dressed up, Jessica as a watermelon, Jordan and Patricia as a sheriff, Josh as a pirate and Keeley as a ladybug. It was so much fun we had candy for the kids that came in and we could joke around. Afterward we hung out in the parking lot after work and once it got too cold just went to McDonalds and talked. I don't understand why a lot of teenagers think they have to get drunk to have fun, we had more fun just hanging out than at parties. We just joked around and talked about stupid stuff. People don't have to party and get drunk to have fun so why do they do that? do they think it's cool? Yea throwing up everywhere and not remembering anything you did is real cool....

Christmas

yes, it's only november and I'm already getting ready for Christmas, although I have been since school started. It also helps that we always start practicing our Christmas music in chorus and orchestra, and at work we are always getting ready for the day after thanksgiving. Christmas is such a happy time of the year even though it doesn't really change anything or anyone's mood the atmosphere is so happy. and Christmas decorations are so beautiful and winter is so peaceful. Everything about the Christmas season is so comforting and cozy. I love my family so much and I love everytime we get together but for Christmas it always seems more special.

I love it when people say funny stuff. I want to start carrying a quote book around with me because sometimes things are too grea tto forget. Like Dakota Coomes he always says the funniest stuff and I just want to write it all down. and sometimes quotes are the perfect explanations for situations in your life they just describe things so perfectly. I can always find a quote to describe a situation I'm in or how I feel.

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I find it incredibly disrespectful when people go to a funeral who did not know the person. Because of the tragedy that strikes our class repeatedly this happens a lot. As I was at Melissa's funeral today I noticed people who didn't really know her, to them in her life she was just some girl but to me she was a close friend. I don't know if these people were coming to the funeral to just miss school or to feel special becuase they were there but I found it incredibly disrespectful. I would think because we're in high school these people would get over trying to get out of class but I guess simple courtesy doesn't matter as much as it used to.

Fears

When I was younger I had many fears, come to think of it, I still do. mostly they aren't fears but worries. I am a huge worry wart, I will worry about everything til the day I die. Now my "fears" are more intanglible things such as failure. One of my biggest fears when I was younger is when I got up to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night I always felt like something was following me and I always pictures Count Dracula from Seseame Street following me to the bathroom and kidnapping me. I was also afraid of snakes and always thought when I was using the bathroom a snake was going to come up and bite my butt. I was so afraid of snakes that one time when our kindergarten class took a trip to the zoo we were going to see the albino crocodile which was in the reptile exhibit, well, my mother purposely did not tell me we would have to walk through the snake exhibit when I realized what was going on I ran in the opposite direction which was the "enter only" door. Once my mother did find me she had to carry me to the albino crocodile while I hid my face in her shoulder.